Went to work this morning to inform boss and workmates and wanted to do a bit of work to not let them down although I was back on sick leave.
But I couldn’t even talk straight to tell them what the doc had told me without crying.
No, the crying still hadn’t stopped. I don’t know the last time I have felt so horrible.
Of course they sent me home right away.
Of course I didn’t object.
Spent the day on my own… going for walks… reading… crying… reading…. crying… again going for a walk… not talking to anyone…
… and finally installing iOS 10 😉
I wouldn’t say I was over the crying when the day was over, but I also felt that it was good. I needed that. I needed to go through this all now… needed to think about it very intensely… needed to let it all out. I hated the fact that my eyes were swollen and that I had a crying headache… but it was still good. It was a very necessary process.